Bella White - Numbers (Alt. Version) (Official Video)

Official Music Video for “Numbers (Alt. Version)” by Bella White - out now! Listen to “Numbers (Alt. Version)”: https://found.ee/BW-NumbersAlt Listen to Bella’s album, Among Other Things: https://found.ee/BW_AmongOtherThings Stay connected: Instagram -   / bellawhitemusic   Facebook -   / thebellawhitemusic   TikTok -   / bellawhitemusic   Subscribe to @bellawhitemusic Lyrics It's not what I thought it would feel like. The praise that's seeping in, it goes as quick as it comes like it's carried by some strong wind and I know what it seems like. That I'm thinking on leaving again. Maybe I'm just a little shallow and if it's true that still waters run deep well then I've been swiftly moving. Can the others see right through me? My masquerades and my illusions that I crafted so carefully. Well, I’m just a broken illusion, I'm not as tough as I oughta be. Well, the flowers my mama bought me. They only keep for two weeks and then they just become another reminder that he's never gonna write to me. And I spoke my fears to my mama. She said “Honey, just let it be.” And then she sent some pretty flowers with the hopes that my hurtin’ they would ease. Well, you would think that I should feel happy, but the truth is I feel spent. And the numbers they've been climbing. Just not enough to pay my rent. I didn't used to think much of the numbers, but now they're always racing through my head. And I guess that I grew a little shallow when I forsook the words that my mama once said. Now my thoughts are slow and twisted. And I can't seem to break them down which leaves my words false in meaning. I feel sad when I speak out loud. I thought I was to be a better lover when I got out of that town. But I'm still no good in lovin’, and lovin’ only leaves me losin’ anyhow. Yes, I’m still no good in lovin’, and lovin’ only leaves me losin’ anyhow. Video directed by Thomas Crabtree Video produced by Samantha Borenstein Music video by Bella White performing Numbers (Alt. Version). © 2024 Rounder Records., Distributed by Concord. http://vevo.ly/zSEMad