Miss wanna die - Instrumental (slowed and reverb)

there's a Lyrics Here! English: Awake, I opened my eyes to see A hospital, so white and clean I was walking up to the roof, I think Then can't recall at all a single thing Held a hand for me, you were there I know, but couldn't reach The me that would fall down all the time But stand and reach my hand to see "Have you tried crossing over yet?" Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care Making me aware Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die If I died, you would cry And I don't know why Every scar, all the blood More and more, they're never done Not enough, not enough When I forget you I'm all alone without a place to go But then played a mirror like a show The past I used to know A dream, 'til I see every part of me Eyes of red following and I wanna live, wanna live Deep inside I've always been Reaching out for a hand, so don't let this be the end Mushrooms growing on my head Still remember even then Where you are when I'm dead Ah wanna die, wanna die But don't really wanna die You were there, you would care You know it really isn't fair Every time I forgot You remain inside my thoughts Not enough, not enough Ah wanna die, wanna die Wanna die, but I still couldn't die With you by my side Behind the days I spent alone, afraid Now you're here to stay Lalala lalala lalala lalala And the scars never fade Memories that replay Rewind yet again to the pain we felt on that day Japanese (Romanized): Me ga sameta basho ni wa shiroi kabe hokenshitsu Okujou ni itta kioku wa tochuu de omoidasenai Te o nobasu kimi ga iru todokanai Dokomademo nobiteku kono ude demo mada Ano ko o kosenakute Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Kimi ga tomete kureru kara Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Nakasetakunai hito ga iru kara Ikutsu kizu o kasanete mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) Hitoriboochi kakusu kimi no kakera Asobi ga sugita mitai kagami ni utsutta Akai hitomi de hohoemu sugata Ne, ikitai ikitai honto no kimochi Todokanai mama kietakunai Zujou no benitengu wa oboeteru Kimi ga doko ni Aa shinitai shinitai demo shinitakunai Kimi ga tomete kureru hazu dakara Nando kioku o keshite mo mada tarinai tarinai (tarinai) Aa shinitai shinitai shinitai Demo mou shinenai kimi ga koko ni ite kureru kara mou sabishikunai Raaraara rarara rarara rarara Kiеnai itami kieru kioku mata kurikaeshite fuеru kizu