homesickness for his hometown

It's a pity that someone will read this text. (NO, I READ THIS TEXT AND YOU COMRADES OUT OF IGNORANCE.) it seems to me that something is not going the way I wanted in my life and the world as something meaningful (AHTUNG AHTUNG THE PHENOMENON OF M.N.O.L.I.T. IS NOTICED BY THIS COMRADES, IT IS STRICTLY FORBIDDEN FOR YOU TO TOUCH OR SEE A PERSON IN ANY WAY. IF YOU HAVE SEEN M.O.N.O.L.I.T., THEN IMMEDIATELY CONTACT THE NO NUMBER (LOST INFORMATION) OR BY MAIL (THE INFORMATION IS CLASSIFIED) THE HAZARD CLASS OF THE OBJECT IS M.O.N.O.L.I.T. VERY DANGEROUS FOR INTELLIGENT LIFE FORMS, I DON'T EVEN CONSIDER IT AS LIFE, BUT AS AN AUTOMATIC SUBMITTILE MACHINE OF THE PLANT NAMED R.A.Z. AND I JUST CAN'T TELL YOU DIRECTLY WHAT IS HAPPENING HERE)