"and i'm crazy about you too" 4/27/15

in every video i upload i have apologized and im tired of it. so instead of saying sorry every time i'll just upload those videos when i can. i honestly should upload like 20 in a day but part of me stresses out over the fact that kevin and pili are targets and i want them and their alliance (minus zach at times) to be safe. So i stress and freak out and worry instead of actually recording and uploading all the kili that i've missed for the past two weeks?? and i think i might've made a mistake bc i used bbviewer today and the cams and dates are just UGH like i can't even explain. cam 3 which is sometimes a close-up cam doesn't work half the time and im stressing even more. i usually don't like asking people for help, but if any of you guys want to help me record then that's fine with me. i have so much shit to record and its probably stressing me out even more than stressing over the show and kili's safety.