White Knuckle Endless Abyss 40,000m top 20

only recorded the last 20 minutes of the run bc that's when i realized it could be "the one." i've been trying and failing to beat my old PB (369,000 37,200m) relentlessly for the last few days and i was BEYOND frustrated. like the kind of mad where you don't even yell or scream, you just sit there and seethe in silence. either the perks i got were totally worthless and i had to debate whether or not to abandon the run or i would get good perks and perform the most unimaginable, catastrophic brain dead throw you've ever seen. i'd say the ratio of bad perks= reset to heart shattering fumble was 60-40. i lost a lot of good runs around the 30 minute mark due to a mixture of stupidity and greed. damn i'm happy that's over LMAO. you can probably tell but once i got past 37,000m i was genuinely vibrating from nerves. oh also this is on v54 tldr- ZOOWEE MAMA that was difficult