Self Esteem - The Deep Blue Okay (Official Video)

Self Esteem - A Complicated Woman. The New Album - Out now: https://SelfEsteem.lnk.to/AComplicate... Listen to 'The Deep Blue Okay' now: https://SelfEsteem.lnk.to/The-Deep-Bl... Follow Self Esteem   / selfesteemselfesteem     / selfesteemselfesteem69   https://x.com/selfesteem___   / rltselfesteem   https://www.selfesteem.love/ The Complete Collection:    • Self Esteem - The Complete Collection   Director: Piers Dennis Production Company: Riff Raff Films Executive Producer: Precious Mahaga DoP: Caitlin Ricaud Colourist: Richard Fearon Post Producer: Jamie McCubbin Creative Commissioner: Joanna Asia Szyczewska Production Designer: Phoebe Shakespeare Stylist: Alex Mullins MUA: Byron London Hair: Lauren Bell Stills Photographer: Scarlett Carlos Clarke Producer: Kitty Wordsworth Lyrics: And another thing left that I need to say I took a knife in case it was a home game It was wrong and right Did you expect I might be On the way to enlighten yet another boy? I had a clean girl brow It was a little forced to be what I want Whilst pleasing everyone And you can sing! And you can thrive! And you could never say I didn't try But it was for who I was and not who I'd become So what's left? I hear you cry It's just another new mountain to climb But I know that at the top is where the next hill starts And there is nowhere left for your head to turn Yeah, there's nowhere left for your head to turn History repeating But without the learning And yet they spend their energy Coming for anybody Who doesn't get it right Who really gets it right? And I'm a ghost It's a machine And now they're following where I've been But what you looking for? I'm just like you but boring And in the end I'm coming clean I've spent my whole life lying About the things I want About the things I should have done I'm inferior, you're the absolute This has got everything and nothing to do with you I've a house to buy I've still got this fucked mind And as another year turns around the bend As I nudge out yet another friend It's still hard out here But, fuck, I'll just keep going And I'm alone At least for now 'Cos I can never dumb myself down I just know way too much To ever fall in love But the idea's good I see where you're all coming from So I'll roll on unmerrily On the way to make another wedding about me I've got boundaries plenty But they're just so tiring So I pick and choose what is fine to lose I don't care about much but I care about you You're the only one who I'm still writing songs for And I'm on edge I make it work I know that digging in the dirt Is how someone like me gets there eventually And, yeah, there's shame that I'm not okay But the Deep Blue's there inside of me And I have my doubts But know I'll always work it out You'll always work it out And another thing left that I need to say Y'know what? I might try today I might fucking try today Try today Try today Another thing left that I need to say Y'know what? I might try today I might fucking try today Try today Try today It's all mine to lose She says, "Babe, you got this" But what does that mean? I guess I've got something It's all mine to lose She says, "Babe, you got this" But what does that mean? I guess I've got something #SelfEsteem #TheDeepBlueOkay #AComplicatedWoman