Bleeding hole in my chest - Umut Oluşan (Official music video)

Hi, you probably read this because you listened to one of my songs and said, "Man, what's this BS?" The thing is, I know the songs are pretty bad. Then you probably will say, "Then why did you open this channel?" and "Why are all of your songs about Sonic, but it doesn't fit the lore?" The thing is, I wrote a book that is 355 pages long, but I don't want to publish it because I think it's a bit cringe. If you said, "Why is writing a book cringe?" the thing is I am 17 years old, and even though I have autism(asperger), I think the book is not fitting my age group. I opened this channel to see how many people will support me to publish the book. I am going to say only 3 things about the book. 1) The book is going to be free, and it would be an e-book. 2) The songs are about the book, but they don't spoil anything. 3) I wrote the book in my language (Turkish), so I need to translate it first, and the translation can be bad because of my grammar. I made the song with AI i am sorry that i didnt made it and used AI but its too hard and time consuming Thanks for your support Lyrics I look back at the days we stood as one, Four brothers walking underneath the sun. The fastest wind, the genius of the sky, The guardian's strength, and then the shadow... I. We shared a bond that time could never break, But I destroyed it all for my mistake. I traded family for a hollow quest, And left a bleeding hole inside my chest. Now the echoes of your laughter haunt my mind, A bitter ghost of what I left behind. The silence in this dark is deafening, A heavy crown of guilt I have to bring. But I will cross the oceans of my grief! To bring our shattered brotherhood relief! I’d trade this cursed eternity away, To stand beside you for a single day! I bleed, I break, but I will find the light, To pull our fading memories from the night! No matter what the shadows dare demand, I’m fighting my way back to hold your hands! A blue blur racing through my endless dreams, While two tails fly across the golden beams. The emerald guardian standing proud and tall, And I, the fool who threw away it all. I thought I had to bear the world alone, And turned a beating heart to frozen stone. The ultimate illusion blinded me, And tore away my only family. Now the echoes of your laughter haunt my mind, A bitter ghost of what I left behind. But sorrow will not be my final grave, Because you are the brothers I must save! I’ll tear apart the fabric of the sky! I will not let our sacred timeline die! Through fire, storm, and unyielding despair, I’ll prove to you that I am still right there! I’ll take the venom of my past mistakes, And carry every burden that it takes! I’ll face the demons that I let roam free, To earn my place back in our family! They called me a weapon, born in the night, But you three gave me a reason to fight! Sonic, you showed me what courage could mean, Tails, you saw past the cold, dark machine! Knuckles, you taught me to stand for the truth, You gave me the childhood I lost in my youth! I’m breaking the chains of this ultimate lie, For my brothers, I’ll live, and for you, I would die! From the abyss, I’m rising up once more! To end this silent, solitary war! With every breath, with every drop of pain, I’ll wash away this agonizing stain! I’ll walk through hell to see your smiling faces, To find my home within your warm embraces! The shadows fall, the darkness finally clears, I’m coming back to wipe away our tears! The road is long, the agony is real, But time has shown me how to truly feel. Forgive the monster I became back then, I want to be your brother once again. The stars are guiding my exhausted feet, Until the moment that our paths will meet. I leave the shadows, leave the past behind... My family is what I'm going to find.