Nothing Is Wrong - Have I Made a Mistake?

For the first time in 3 years, nothing is wrong. And somehow that's the scariest thing I've ever felt. I have a job. A gym membership. Groceries in the fridge and a plan for tomorrow. And I am sitting here, waiting for something to go wrong. This is what happens when you normalize chaos for so long that peace starts to feel like a threat. When your whole identity is built around the struggle, and then the struggle is gone. In 2019, I made a documentary about normalization. I thought I understood it. I didn't. Not until now. If you've ever built your whole self around surviving, this one is for you. 🎬 Watch the full Sweden series: ↳ Driving My Van to Sweden:    • Driving My Van to Sweden (And I Have No Id...   ↳ Is This the End of Solo Van Life?:    • Is This the End of Solo Van Life?   ↳ I Got a Job (What Happens Now?):    • I Got a Job (What Happens Now?)   📸 Instagram:   / thereseeri   🐈 Cat tax always available in stories Hi there, I'm Therese 👋🏼 I decided to sacrifice stability for the sake of my soul, and now I share the story of what true freedom costs — and what it ultimately gives back Become a part of my community of dreamers, adventurers, and freedom seekers. 💛 Join today and be part of this wild, beautiful adventure! 🚐✨:    / @thereseeriksson   👉 You can also donate a one-time amount by clicking on the "More" button under the video Other ways of supporting: Revolut: theresei14 Paypal: paypal.me/thereseeriksson91 🚐 If you enjoyed this episode with me, don’t miss my Vanlife Playlist with more epic travels with Tindra:    • Paradise Vanlife Camping in Granada, Spain...   🔥 Don't forget to hit that Subscribe button and turn on notifications so you don't miss out on any of my upcoming adventures. I make my own music, listen to my music on Soundcloud:   / thereseeriksson   Chapters: 0:00 The Drama Is Me 1:10 I Have a Job, a Gym, and No Idea What to Do 2:04 One Month in Sweden, I Already Want to Leave 3:27 The Loneliness No One Talks About 4:07 The Oil Leak (Because Something Had to Break) 5:53 Still Leaking, Still Hoping 6:18 The 10-Hour Trip I Almost Took 7:00 Waiting for Something to Go Wrong 7:13 The Documentary I Made About My Grandmother 8:07 I Normalized the Struggle 9:53 Letting Peace Become My New Normal #sweden #vanlife #struggle