Она просто хотела, чтобы папа её любил 💔 | История ВЕРОНИКИ – солевой наркоманки

Veronica felt unwanted and unloved since childhood. Even though her older sisters were always there, they tried to replace both mother and father for the younger one. They sheltered her, listened to her, paid for her education and trips to the seaside. It was all wrong. Veronica could only drown out her total loneliness with drugs. Even if they beat and raped her. Even if, in a drug-induced frenzy, she nearly committed suicide. 📺 It's a difficult story, but with a happy ending. Watch it and don't give up. 00:00 Spoilers 01:40 Watch the video wherever you like 02:30 "I was 4 years old - my mom died" 04:10 "I wanted to be a daddy's girl, but I didn't get it" 05:02 At dad's, you could hang out and have fun - my sister was a big fan of education and sports 07:00 "I hung out, smoked, swore, drank - I liked it right away" 08:40 I smoked salt for the first time 09:25 As soon as my mom left, she invited everyone to her place 11:24 "Under Lyrica, it seemed like dad loved me" 13:45 "He beat me and raped me" 15:33 Studying, good company, love 17:15 "Sasha started talking about family and children, but I missed the action" 18:50 "Then my "The most terrible junkie" 8:15 PM "My friends' mothers snort mephedrone and..." 8:45 PM "How could he love anyone?!" 22:20 "Mom" knows 24:30 "Either live a normal life with me, or die here on the bench" 25:25 Narcotics Anonymous groups 26:20 I sat by the sea every day, didn't use drugs, but drank every day 27:42 Returning to Rostov 29:20 Everything was like a fairy tale until they started snorting mephedrone 31:35 "I had pills everywhere: in my makeup bag, in my blush, in my underwear" 32:34 Mephedrone didn't bother me 34:08 "He beats me - I beat him back" 36:30 "I couldn't get pregnant - they bullied me for it" 38:05 I was afraid of being alone 39:05 Dad's death, pills, fights, a broken spine, Infidelity 42:10 Wrote to "Mom": "I don't want to live" 45:55 Taken to the center 48:25 Letter from Vova, first call with "Mom" 51:44 Decided to go to rehab 54:10 Crisis, devaluation, flirting, protest, "I want to go home" 56:00 Completely ignored by the staff 57:00 They cut up his toys, burned photos and letters 58:15 Leaving the rehabilitation center 01:00:10 Gratitude to the counselors and senior nurses Friends, addiction isn't just the fact of using. Behind it always lies a tangled web of stories and personal pain. And you too can unravel it. Let go and learn to live without doping, without harming yourself and your loved ones. ❓ What do you think? What questions and suggestions do you have for Veronica and me? Write to us, we read all the comments. ❗️ And stay in touch. We show real life in rehab centers – we talk about addiction without embellishment or censorship, sharing honest stories of recovery: TG: https://t.me/boost/narcology_161 MAX: https://clc.li/HpByF VK: https://vk.com/svoboda_narkologia YouTube:    / @andrei_nikolaev   RuTube: https://rutube.ru/channel/11990416/