Things Have Been Getting Worse Again (Playlist)

I made this kinda as a distraction from the excess of time I currently have, holiday breaks are always rough, I don't like being alone for so long and its done terrible things to my mental state in the past. I take care to ensure I never end up there again. This playlist was made to try and encapsulate that feeling of loneliness, numbness, and decay. Credits/Time Stamps: Excuse-Minecraft OST-C418- 0:00 Dry Hands-Minecraft OST-C418- 2:04 A Dream I Had-Desolation-Carrot113- 3:13 Thank God For The Rain-Taxi Driver OST-Bernhard Herrmann- 5:37 #8 Regret-Splatoon 2: Octo Expansion OST- 7:18 Miserable Music-Melobytes-Nyctomatter- 9:30 Beginning Again-Minecraft OST-C418- 10:15 Brandon-Cry of Fear OST- 13:11 Conclusion-Cry of Fear OST- 18:23 I Don't Want to Exist-Cry of Fear OST- 20:07 Jumping Strings-Cry of Fear OST- 22:12 CHOOSE!-A Bag of Milk Inside A Bag of Milk Inside A Bag of Milk OST-Nikita Kryukov- 25:46 I'll be here for awhile-A Bag of Milk Outside A Bag of Milk Outside A Bag of Milk OST-Nikita Kryukov- 29:01 Hedgehog's Dilemma-Neon Genesis Evangelion OST-Shiro Sagisu- 37:46 Temple-Omori OST-Pedro Silva- 40:33 A World of Madness-Slient Hill 2 OST- 42:49 Rooftop-Yume Nikki OST-Kikiyama- 44:36 Forest-Silent Hill 2 OST- 45:46 Orchard-Omori OST- Arranged by Carrot 113- 47:29 Wave of Regret-Desolation-Carrot113- 48:04 White Noiz-Slient Hill 2 OST- 50:08 Song of Healing-The Legend of Zelda-Majora's Mask OST- 51:32 Past this point the timestamps are messed up, I had to remove two songs because of copyright, Crime of Innocence-Neon Genesis Evangelion OST-Shiro Sagisu- 54:19 Deathcard Cabin-Inscryption OST- 56:46 Everything You've Ever Dreamed-Neon Genesis Evangelion Unused OST- 1:09:47 Rain (Instrumental)-Jack Stauber- 1:16:27 Seperation Anxiety-Neon Genesis Evangelion OST-Shiro Sagisu- 1:16:54 Everyday There's Someone New To Avoid-Unknown Source- 1:19:23 Convulse-Original Composition by me. 1:21:45