healthy love vs toxic love

there are quite a few points I start in this video and don't end up finishing (shock) but I plan on giving more information and context to how I am finally in a healthy relationship for the FIRST TIME in my whole life - at the fine age of 32. in my past I had a saviour complex.. i was broken. i was traumatised. i was chaotic and confused. for these reasons i looked for men who were the same and ended up in bad relationships. i went away and did the healing and now I am in the first healthy relationship of my life. it has been a wild ride to get here - but we made it wooo! let me know in the comments if you're interested in me going deeper on what it took to get here and if i should do more videos on this subject. if you like my videos please like and subscribe :) 0:00 Intro 1:00 Healthy Love vs Toxic Love - figuring out what I needed vs what I wanted 4:20 My Past Types Are Nothing Like My Real Type 5:15 Figuring Out I Was a Huge Problem in Past Relationships 6:00 My Boyfriend Allows me to be ME 6:30 My Past Type - (my narcissistic side craved obsession) 7:50 My Current Relationship is SO different but SO much better 8:20 Noticing the Growth in How I Treat My New Relationship 9:19 Allowing My Partner To Open Up to Me in His Own Time 10:15 Constantly Checking Myself In This Relationship 10:37 We Have Absolute Trust in One Another 11:11 How Alcohol Could Ruin My Relationship 13:50 Choosing to Focus on Me Instead of Men 12:25 Actually Figuring Out What I Needed Wasn't What I Wanted 14:10 Being Ready To Receive The Love I've Always Wanted 17:00 A Therapists Opinion 17:40 Being Fully Accepted As My Authentic Self 19:00 Self-Development Has Lead Me Here 19:30 There Are Still Great Men Out There