Went to see doctor + update and what will happen

Please like and subscribe for more. And also please comment video ideas down below. Hit notification bell so you won’t miss any of my videos. Today’s appointment turned out to be something I didn’t want to hear makes me want to give up. I’m feeling scared, sad, torn, frustrated, hopeless, and unsure about what outcomes will be. There’ll eventually be a video of me having update depending on what neurologists will say to me. I have no words to what to say. Just idea of me visiting hospital and staying over possibly few nights traumatize me because of what happened in 2024 when I lost my mom. That makes me extra scared and I’m going through ptsd at then moment. I’m trying to process everything that is going on right now. Please leave kind comments below and give me advice for what to do during this hard time. Thanks for watching you guys mean the world to me. I’ll have better content soon. I just haven’t been myself lately and July marks 2 years since I lost mom so everything is hard. Please keep me in your prayers. I love you guys.