As my son would say “I’m trying”.

He wants to be shady fine. I’ll make no effort to put his name on the birth certificate they all left when I was giving birth with Wyatt anyway and then showed up for the pictures at the end but nobody saw because they wouldn’t allow me to log my pregnancy when I asked them too. I don’t expect them to do anything different this time if anything I’ve been treated worse. I’m honestly just gonna tell the hospital they’re not allowed to be near me or the baby.. I don’t see anyone bringing me hot meals or asking me how I’m doing from his family. They’re always there in the beginning for the views and the monetization benefits they get from having people featured on their YouTube channel such as myself. I might as well get a restraining order before I give birth so I don’t even have to deal with it anymore and I can give birth in peace no more getting kids out of me and pushing me out of the picture just so they can get themselves out of debt and digging ditches because really the grandfather couldn’t work for any other employer and had his whole house searched so then he forced his kids to work for him and really they’re a cult that needs reported and investigated. I want to be present and my family wants to be present however my relationship with the Hoskinson’s is damaging my relationship with my family. When really we just want to get along and enjoy the kids playing and this next pregnancy, they have had my family split apart while they took from mine. We are tired of only getting to see my firstborn son on the other side of a screen, my children are not a prop for someone else’s benefit. I refuse to let this family do this again to me and this next child if they don’t want to be a good Christian family as they advertise to be I will be getting a restraining order as a Licking County sheriffs department advised me to do during my first pregnancy with Wyatt, but I didn’t because Billy talked me out of it. I will be holding them accountable for their actions like they did me. Audio Stay by me by KLYN