Cathedral Of Symmetry

I kept everything aligned. Edges clean. Voice quiet enough to pass. Something in me didn’t agree. It shimmered through every correction. A cathedral built from symmetry can’t hold what’s real. I stopped fixing it. It spoke. 🖤 Lyrics and concept by AerisNox 🎵 created with Suno, refined by hand Lyrics: [Verse 1] I used to believe I was only as worthy as my symmetry That if I kept the corners clean and the pulse quiet I would be enough or at least close enough to pass I folded sharp thoughts into softer shapes, wore restraint like it was second skin But something always shimmered within, didn’t it? [Chorus] The golden chaos, I called it flaw, the voice beneath my inner laws When I stopped correcting, let it speak, I found the strength I had named weak [Verse 2] I saw them moving through rooms like answers Skin smooth, voices tuned to always land right They didn’t stutter, didn’t shake And I bent myself to take their shape And I, too hungry to belong, studied their edges, carved them into mine But they never saw me Only their reflection, looking back, dressed in my devotion [Chorus] I wore their faces, erased my skin, but imitation never lets you win I disappeared to feel admired a mirror dressed, a soul rewired [Bridge] I dreamed of an ideal that cannot be But I'm tired of vanishing just to be seen I yearned for the ideal illusion And called what stayed proven [Chorus] I built a heaven made of glass, too perfect for the truth to pass Still, I return, in ache, in sleep, to that cathedral of symmetry [Outro] I sought perfection I found the crack I held the stillness It whispered back I lost the mirror Let shadows fall Found symmetry not in shape in flaw #CathedralOfSymmetry #AerisNox #DarkPop #AltPop #ArtPop #AtmosphericMusic #ShadowWork #InnerVoice #SelfDiscovery #PoeticMusic #DarkAesthetic #EmotionalSound