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For convenience, the video has been divided into semantic blocks: 0:00 – Introduction 1:25 – Love [Voyeurism] 6:01 – Friendship [Prison] 10:36 – Interlude I [Jean-Paul Sartre] 12:07 – Money [MMM] 17:48 – Interlude II [Albert Camus] 19:30 – Conclusion [Heroes of the USSR] 22:06 – Postscript ( * * * ) Nightmare of Loneliness is a continuation of the previous video. If in the previous one there was a passion for discussing the celestial, then in this one, on the contrary, there is something human and everyday in contrast. I really liked the idea that the Lyrical Hero, through historical events of varying magnitude, tries to rethink his own drama. I took Russia of the 2000s-2010s as my aesthetic reference. I also thought it was a cool idea that recognizing a problem doesn't solve it, which I reflected in the ending. Despite some insight, nothing really changed. I really didn't want to repeat the first video, and going too far was also not an option. So, I was primarily interested in mixing up the creepy, funny, silly, lyrical, sad, and bizarre moments so that they wouldn't derail but rather complement and highlight each other. I also really wanted the essay to be calming, not motivational or didactic. Just to give me a chance to read and ground myself, to think. There was also a really cool part about 90s Satanism and more about Mavrodi's book itself, but due to running time, that part and a couple of other cool moments had to be cut. So, I'll probably be posting stories like these in vertical videos :D Since almost no one reads the description, I admit I wrote the first two stories myself! I thought it would be rude to use real stories, so I made up my own :P I also want to say about the part about Mavrodi: I didn't mean to expose or praise him. Personally, I didn't think he did anything bad, and the broadcasts I watched seemed interesting, and I had a good time. So, I remain indifferent to the whole MMM situation. The video contains many fragments, so I'll leave the links. And so, first, this is a fragment from the Duvet video (where the guy is sitting in his room). This Evangelion video inspired me a lot, so I thought it would be appropriate to include it in the video. It's only available in the archive, so I'm posting the link there. 1) https://boosty.to/duvet/posts/674ace8... This video was generally helpful; I learned a lot from it. 2)    • Подсмотрено через ВЕБ-КАМЕРУ | История сам...   One of the coolest concerts I've ever seen. 3)    • Хаски // Фестик Зима 2024 // Live   The video also includes excerpts from an interview with Dmitry Gordon*. *Recognized as a foreign agent in the Russian Federation. The video may contain errors and inaccuracies!