I Don't Always Believe. And I've Been a Priest for 53 Years.
I've been a priest for fifty-three years. I want to tell you something I have never said from a pulpit. I don't always believe. Not as a performance of humility. Not as a theological position. As a fact about my actual life. I want to talk tonight about what faith looks like from the inside — after fifty-three years, after Patrick, after ten thousand Masses, after all those rooms. Not the version I gave on Sundays. The real one. Sit with me. — Father Thomas ▸ FOR YOU If your faith has gone quiet — if you are in the dark tonight and wondering whether it has always been this way for everyone — I'd be glad to hear from you. I read every one. ───────────────────────── ABOUT FATHER THOMAS Father Thomas is a fictional narrator. The stories and reflections shared on this channel are not specific to any real person, living or deceased. This channel uses AI-assisted narration and visuals. New video every Sunday at 10:00 AM EST. — What I Carry ───────────────────────── #WhatICarry #FatherThomas #Faith #Doubt #FaithAndDoubt #Belief #SpiritualLife #CatholicPriest #ChristianFaith #HelpMyUnbelief #Prayer #SpiritualJourney #Grief #HonestyAboutFaith

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