Elena Gilbert | I'll survive, somehow I always do.

Watch in HD! The last episode was amazing! Nina's acting blew me away! There was such a clear distinction in the personalities of past and present Elena, it was perfect. The crash scenes killed me, just the continous change between Matt and Elena and the Gilberts made the scene so emotional. I did NOT see this coming at all! But Elena is just amazing for making Stefan save Matt first, that's why I love this character with my whole heart. It's horrible though that she is becoming the one thing she never wanted to be, but I think she's gonna kick ass more than she already does as a human! I can't wait to see Nina in action as Vamp!Elena and maybe Katherine/Elena vamp fight scenes, please! Dedicated to Janine because she is the cutest and I've been showing her previews all day and she's keeps complimenting me :) Voiceovers: "Last spring... my parents' car drove off of a bridge into the lake. And I was in the back seat and I survived... but they didn't" "You won't be sad forever, Elena." "I feel like I've been holding on to the girl that was supposed to die here with her parents." "The girl who had a normal life... and didn't fall in love with vampires." "And I know that I can't love them both, I know its wrong, but..." "Because I feel like I've disappointed her a little, like..." "When I choose one, I'll lose the other." "Like I've disappointed them... my parents." "And I don't want to lose anyone else." "Our family is gone, we don't have anybody." "I can't... think about the fact that Jeremy and I don't have anyone to take care of us anymore." "I'm so sorry." "Or that we've lost another friend, I just can't-- can't think about any of it." "I'm so sorry that you've lost so many people." "How could you? My parents died going over this bridge, I almost died! You knew that. You were the one who saved me." "I think you found a way to get out of bed this morning, and that makes you the strongest person I know." "I'll survive." "I think that you can do... pretty much anything." "Somehow I always do." "But my future, our lives together? Those were things I was supposed to deal with as they came along. I was supposed to grow up, decide if I want to have kids and start a family. Grow old. And I was supposed to have a lifetime of those choices... and... now? That's all gone." "Please, say it. Please." "I don't want to be a vampire, Stefan. I never wanted to be one." WEBSITE http://panicontherise.weebly.com LIKE ME ON FACEBOOK   / 23717494965.  . TWITTER   / panicontherise   BACKUP    / panicxontherise   **No copyright infringement intended, I do not own any of the content in this video and it is made solely for non-profit, entertainment purposes.