natural disaster

am i another casualty in this battle you're fighting your, your own worst enemy at war with yourself but you cant see, i cant stand to wtch your comet coming fast, everywhere you go it seems lighting strikes and you crash i dont know how you do it, it always ends the same everywhere you go it seems lighting stirke but theres no rain , no rain, feel like your moving in slow motion and you dont know where your going tried it all but its too boring tighten up grip cause its a long way down