Mianbao - Five Bites

Five Bites... Check out more original songs here:    • Original Songs   Lyrics: Yeah I don’t even know what day it is anymore I just wake up Then I disappear again Lost my love, lost my job in the same week Now the room too loud when it don’t speak Phone lights up, but it ain’t you Old dreams turning into bad news Five bites and I’m full again Smoke in my chest, got no oxygen Everybody says I’ll be alright But they don’t gotta sleep in my mind tonight I been staring at the ceiling Trying to find a reason Heart broke, soul cold Changing with the season I don’t feel like me right now I don’t wanna be seen right now Everything I built fell down And I’m too tired to scream out loud I’m just floating through the pain somehow Fake smile when they come around Love left, work gone, lights out I don’t feel like me right now I gave my best till my best ran dry Kept saying “I’m fine” with the truth inside Had to laugh when I wanted to break Had to stand when my hands still shake They say move on like it’s that clean Like I can delete what you meant to me Like I can pack up the life we made And throw it in a box with yesterday I been dodging my reflection Cause I hate the questions Who am I now With no direction? I don’t feel like me right now I don’t wanna be seen right now Everything I built fell down And I’m too tired to scream out loud I’m just floating through the pain somehow Fake smile when they come around Love left, work gone, lights out I don’t feel like me right now Maybe I’m not broken Maybe I’m just bruised Maybe all this silence Is something I’ll get through But tonight I can’t believe that Tonight it don’t feel true Cause every road looks empty When it don’t lead back to you No hunger, no sleep, no spark in my chest Just a hoodie on the floor and a head full of stress I don’t want advice, I just want peace I just want one night where my thoughts let me breathe Maybe one day I’ll stand up straight Get a new job, find a new place But right now I’m low, and I won’t pretend I’m just trying to make it to morning again I don’t feel like me right now I don’t wanna be seen right now Everything I built fell down And I’m too tired to scream out loud I’m just floating through the pain somehow Fake smile when they come around Love left, work gone, lights out I don’t feel like me right now Yeah I don’t feel like me But maybe that’s okay Maybe I’m still here Even if I changed