the narcissism spiral i can't escape

what if self-obsession isn’t vanity… but identity? in this video i talk about seeing myself not just as a person, but as something i’ve inherited, constructed, and reflected through others. i allow myself to explore the tension between perfection and imperfection, and why the “flaws” might be the only real thing about me. i also talk about the love that mirrors you back to yourself. my mother, my friendships, my family… a love that is about culture, memory, and what it means to exist in a world that feels unstable, especially coming from Latin America. ❤️ support my creative journey: https://buymeacoffee.com/gatoendemot 💌 send me your questions & anonymous confessions: https://forms.gle/XprTDbJiEeLPVSvu8 📝 dm me in german and help me practice:   / gatoendemoniadoo   🎨 explore more of my art: ★ saatchiart: https://www.saatchiart.com/account/pr... 📺 join me here: ★ youtube:    / @probablymelissa   ★ spotify: https://open.spotify.com/user/melissa... 💭 for your mood: ★ feeling emotional:    • Poetry   ★ need motivation:    • Grow with me 🌷   📩 for collabs or business: [email protected] thank you for being here. truly. ⏱️ timestamps: 0:00 cloning myself 1:00 unconditional love 2:48 beyond appearance 3:15 bloodline 3:38 flaws feel more real 4:36 a different kind of love 5:58 beyond romance 6:40 mirrored lives 9:30 lost in today’s world 10:15 memory & roots