Oneirataxia - Kira6

Lyrics: I can't tell what's real anymore I can't tell what's real anymore Just a man who forgot Where the dreaming ends and the waking starts I woke up reaching for a version of you That I'm not sure was ever really true Could've been a dream, could've been a night Could've been my mind getting the picture right I've been blurring all the edges lately Can't remember if you said you'd stay with me Was it Tuesday or a dream I had in March Was it love or just my mind filling in the dark Oneirataxia, can't find the line Between what I lived and what I designed I built you so perfectly inside my head Now I can't tell the living from the dead I'm a man who's lost the map to what's true Oneirataxia And it looks like you I told the boys I'm good, I'm solid, I'm here I didn't say I'm haunted by a ghost all year I function like a person who has figured it out I just live in the space between the sleep and the doubt I keep replaying conversations we had Trying to sort the real ones from the ones I'm sad Half of my good memories might just be made I can't trust my own mind and that's got me afraid Oneirataxia, can't find the line Between what I lived and what I designed I built you so perfectly inside my head Now I can't tell the living from the dead I'm a man who's lost the map to what's true Oneirataxia And it looks like you Maybe I was always half asleep Maybe real was never mine to keep I held on so hard to something soft And now I can't tell dreaming from the lost A man ain't supposed to say he's confused About what he loved and what he only used To fill the dark, to fill the space But I don't know your name from your face I can't tell what's real anymore I can't tell what's real anymore Just a man who forgot Where the dreaming ends and the waking starts And you're somewhere in the in-between The realest thing I never held The realest thing I never held