Ezra Williams (FKA Smoothboi) - My Own Person

Ezra Williams - My Own Person Out now: https://smoothboiezra.ffm.to/myownperson Mixed by: Tucan Signup for Ezra’s new music, merch and event drops by text or email https://ezrawilliams.ffm.to/signup.OYD Follow Ezra Williams https://ezrawilliams.ffm.to/tiktok.OYD https://ezrawilliams.ffm.to/instagram... https://ezrawilliams.ffm.to/facebook.OYD https://ezrawilliams.ffm.to/twitter.OYD https://ezrawilliamsmusic.com/ - LYRICS Been rotating the same two outfits for three years now Waiting for some kind of inspiration to make me feel like I’m my own person But buying new clothes just makes me feel down Having new style would cause me more attention and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me Been talking about the same problems for years now But nothing I do seems to make things happen I try to hard I guess I gotta to keep searching Can’t help but think I just stand out No matter what I do it’s bad it’s hurting and I don’t feel like I'm my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I need new shoes these ones are worn out, I’ll buy the same pair just a different version ‘cause God forbid I put some effort in It would be nice if I wasn’t filled with doubt Oh I can’t help feel that I’ve got some kind of curse and I don’t feel like I’m my own person I just feel like some other version of me I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be myself Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen I’ll never be my own person I wanna blend into the background, I wanna be nobody and never make a sound But I wanna start feeling like I can be my self Oh wherever I go bad thoughts are lurking, I try and I try but I’m not my own person I wanna be buried in the ground and I don’t want anyone to ever dig me out And I’ve never had a sense of self Oh the longer I stay here the more things worsen and I’ll never be my own person