Casey - For Katie (Official Music Video)

For Katie is a relatively to-the-point depiction of the fog of depression. This was a feeling that sat with me a lot over the last few years, where I’d dwell unnecessarily on wanting to remember exactly how I felt at any given time. This would either be in the face of stimulus like photos, during conversations with people I’d known for a long time, or simply when thinking about events and experiences from throughout my life. The footage was captured by Sarai Kelley over the course of the two and a half weeks we spent around Europe in March/April of this year. https://casey.ffm.to/how-to-disappear LYRICS The anecdotes that I recite about the first half of my life are shrouded in verisimilitude, And now it feels naive to ask but, do you think about when we were young? Would you say that we were happy? Because I barely remember anything before my twenties. When I think back I only see an apoplectic wreck, Numb behind the eyes but scared to death. Still running away, no closer to anything. So overcome with apathy, I know that you can still see it. I’ve been low for longer now than I care to remember. Just tell me when it’s too close to home. Do you ever stop to stop and wonder about how much you hurt your mother? The debt of love you owed for the blood that you borrowed, too great for you to ever repay. I have photographs of us when we were kids, it’s the only reason I know you existed. Your lips were pursed to stifle laughter, don’t recall what happened after. So overcome with apathy, I know that you can still see it. I’ve been low for longer now than I care to remember. Just tell me when it’s too close to home. ---------------------------------- Follow Casey: https://linkin.bio/caseytheband https://sptfy.com/MtHp / caseytheband / caseytheband / bandcalledcasey https://caseytheband.bandcamp.com/ Written & Produced by Casey Engineered by Toby Evans, Timothy Vincent & Neil Kennedy Mixed & Mastered by Adam Cichoki Creative Direction by Martyna Bannister Branding by Studio Hicks Released on Hassle Records & Greyscale Records