The Shame of Being a Beginner Again: Perfectionism, Failure & Starting Over

I’ve spent most of my life trying to skip the part where I suck. In this video, I’m reflecting on perfectionism, shame, failure, and the strange humiliation of becoming a beginner again as an adult. I talk about starting this YouTube channel, making my old videos private, moving to Bali, rebuilding my body, and learning to let myself be seen before I feel ready. I believe sucking at something really is the first step toward being sort of good at something. And maybe this time, Thank you for being here 🤍 #perfectionism #startingover #selfgrowth #beginneragain #failure #youtubejourney #bali #selfreflection Darkest Child by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/... ―――― Amazing Plan - Silent Film Dark by Kevin MacLeod is licensed under a Creative Commons Attribution 4.0 license. https://creativecommons.org/licenses/...