ABANDONED House Of Lost Souls - The Heartbreaking Memories Of My Final Goodbyes To You Forever!

ABANDONED House Of Lost Souls - The Heartbreaking Memories Of My Final Goodbyes To You Forever! This is by far the most personal and emotional exploration I have ever uploaded to this channel. Back in 2019, after spending what would unknowingly become my final weekend together with someone incredibly special to me named Marta, I headed out alone searching for abandoned places that one day I hoped we could explore together. Marta loved hiking, nature, abandoned places, and adventures around locations like Dovestones. Exploring was something we both deeply enjoyed, and I was always searching for hidden forgotten places we could one day experience side by side. That night, while wandering alone, I came across this abandoned house hidden away in darkness. Seeing a window open, I climbed inside through the kitchen only to realise the property may not have been as abandoned as it first seemed. Lights were still glowing inside the hallway and living room… and moments later I suddenly heard an angry drunken voice shouting: “GET OUT OF MY HOUSE NOW!” I quickly escaped and disappeared back out into the rain. After missing the final bus home with no money for a taxi, I spent the rest of the night wandering alone feeling cold, lost, and emotionally drained. Something didn’t feel right that night. With nowhere else to go, I ended up sleeping inside a phone box while trying to message Marta, hoping to hear back from her. But the following Monday, I received news that completely shattered me. Marta had sadly taken her own life. Someone I deeply cared about. Someone I was beginning to fall for. Someone who truly meant the world to me. Just days before, she had come to support my band Twisted Mentality at our Halloween gig at Rebellion on November 2nd. I still remember spending that final night together wrapped in her arms, telling her how beautiful, amazing, and wonderful she truly was. Never in a million years did I think that would be the last goodbye. Returning to this abandoned house years later brought back emotions and memories I can barely explain. The building itself is now collapsing, nature slowly reclaiming what remains of it, but the memories attached to this place still remain frozen in time for me. Marta wasn’t just somebody I cared about — she was a genuinely beautiful soul with a loving heart and an unforgettable presence. She was respected and loved by so many people within the metal community and by everyone lucky enough to know her. This video is dedicated to her memory. 🖤 Rest in peace Marta. You are missed more than words can describe, and you will never be forgotten. If you or somebody you know is struggling with mental health or dark thoughts, please remember you are never alone. Reach out, speak to somebody, and don’t suffer in silence. #abandonedhouse #abandoned #urbex #memories #abandonedplaces #abandonedplacesuk #lostplaces #urbanexploration #timecapsule #forgottenplaces #abandonedcar #haunted #abandonedbuilding #hauntedhouse #hauntedplace #forgottenmemories #abandonedbuildings #abandoneduk #urbex #urbanexploration #urbexuk