jades - first strike (audio)

produced by liv lyrics: I was tryna find my way out I was tryna make someone proud do you hear me now? do you hear me? I was too young, dumb, and loud I was tryna find my way out I was tryna make someone proud do you hear me now? do you hear me? Like I was tryna prove someone wrong that I was way more than a pawn the one they could put the house on I was way too proud and enthralled I know better now don’t tell me “ I told ya” learned hard as I kept getting older I’ll prolly learn more lessons I don’t know of turned a two name manic to a four name soldier I got words and lyrics burning through my soul got this parasitic feeling in my core I got scabs and scars that haunt my every note I got so much pride I got it on my own yeah I’m a first gen baby to the bone my blood only know what they know no blueprint I gotta bring it home gotta pave the way if I don’t than I’m null I’m nothing but my mother’s son I’ll fuck around and get it done I’ll bear the weight that’s in my blood no matter what it’s not enough got a noiseworm eating me alive I got plenty ears, I left em so deprived I never changed I never took that bribe do I want it more or am I satisfied?   / jades714   https://open.spotify.com/artist/5cpCY...   / jades     / jades714     / jades714