Even a Lie

The last song of my first full original fan album! #fategrandorder #typemoon #music Gilles de Rais has acquired the Holy Grail and has made his wish to return Jeanne of Arc from the dead. But the destructive vessel cannot perform such a miracle, instead summoning an altered version of her filled with a desire for revenge against the country that betrayed them both. This creates a singularity where humanity can completely fall apart against their reign of terror. You along with your demi-servant Mash Kyrielight must go back in time and correct this altered timeline. Meeting servants summoned both to help and break your journey. This song is representing when the journey is over...you have defeated Gilles de Rais and Jeanne Alter... But Jeanne Alter...was there ever any disagreement with her hatred? Who would blame her for her anger at those who burned her at the stake? Who would blame her for wanting to do the one thing all people have a right to do? To live? Even if it's a lie... Lyrics: I found a pen. I found a page (I found a page). I’m trying to write my way out of this cage. The letters are faded. The ink is a blur (ink is a blur). I write down the words but I am unsure. "Dear..." Dear who?... There is nobody listening. To a ghost like you I opened my eyes. Bed made of ash (bed made of ash). I felt the heat and I heard the crash. Sculpting the smoke. Using his hands (using his hands). Building a queen for his broken lands. He wanted the symbol. To rise from the dead. He didn't want me... he wanted the saint instead. I’m a hollow. Wish. In a dead man’s hand! A twisted. Dream. That he never planned. I’m not the saint, I’m just the lie. But even a lie... is afraid to die. Yeah, even a lie... is afraid to die. The shadows were long where the castle fell (the castle fell) That Master... looked right through my shell. He didn't pray. He didn't preach (preach preach) He just stood there... slightly out of reach. (Why...?) Why didn't he hate me? (Why...?) Why didn't he run? I’m a hollow. Wish. In a dead man’s hand! A twisted. Dream. That he never planned. I’m not the Saint, I’m just the lie! But even a lie... is afraid to die! Yeah, even a lie... is afraid to die. I’ll build a Louvre. My own design! Fakes and frauds. All truly mine! I’m not the saint, I’m just the lie! But even a lie... is afraid to die! Yeah, even a lie... is afraid to die. But even a lie... is afraid to die. Yeah, even a lie... is afraid to die. Art Credits: Even a Lie Cover: minori_sisiza Disc Image Cover: 夜kun (Altered version of original for definition) Visuals effects were made by a friend of mine BlackHalo with adobe after effects! Special shoutout to them! Music produced using Suno Album Mastering done with LANDR Music Editing done using Audacity #amv #anime #fatestaynight #fatego #fategousa #fgo #fgona #suno