seon, heylu - can you hear me calling ?

can you hear me calling ? out now. 🕊🕊🙏🏽🙏🏽🥺😢🖤🖤 stream here: https://open.spotify.com/track/0e05XA... i started running when i was a kid i felt alone at the age of just 9 everyone yelling i’m crying i’m asking the questions i wanna know why i’m alive i wanna know why i been feeling this way and is god the creator of life i wishing that i’d find the answers but i keep on searching where none of them lies so go head god tell me not fall go head god me not to fade i swear i’m never feeling fine so i just thought that i should pray i saw my life and my mistakes as ways of running on away so i don’t know if i can wait some days i wish i’d be erased can you hear me calling out for you out for you when autumn leaves are falling i’ll need you i’ll need you i put the drugs down had to run out just to relapse and get high i thought as time pass that i’ll move on but i stayed stuck and watched by you watch these cold nights in my mind when i keep giving up when you lie cause it been getting worse when i try (i keep getting worse when i try) talk about it tell me to where to turn i know you gave me life and gave the earth but tell me why they fuck do they deserve to leave the life and always getting hurt sitting there i saw him in the basement wishing that something could come to change it sorry for the time that i been wasting calling out cause i’ve been scared to face it can you hear me calling out for you out for you when autumn leaves are falling i’ll need you i’ll need you 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔