「もう、疲れちゃった。」子宮腺筋症の診断、来月から人工授精。心がちぎれそうな今の本音【不妊治療】

I actually wanted to make a fun video. But after hearing the diagnosis at the clinic, I haven't been able to force myself to smile for the past few days. My CA125 levels were high, and I was diagnosed with adenomyosis and endometriosis. And now I'm moving on to artificial insemination starting next month. "I want to have a child someday." Sometimes, chasing that dream scares me. Will all the time and money I spend really be rewarded? There are nights when I ask myself these questions and feel like my heart is breaking. Even the fun memories of Disneyland seem to be overwritten by reality now 😢 I don't even have the capacity to find something new to look forward to. This is Kocha's reality right now 🫠 If there's anyone else in a similar dark place, I hope this video can be a message that "you're not alone." For now, I just need to vent this pain and take a breather so I can take another step forward. In this video, my husband and I are sharing an update on our progress with trying to conceive 👫🏻 Your comments are very helpful, so please check it out 📍    • 検査結果が「基準値の4倍」でした…自然妊娠は厳しいそうです。【不妊治療vlog】   Kocha is aiming for 1000 subscribers this year! This channel focuses on empathy and is our theme. Thank you for your continued support. Infertility struggles are beyond imagination, and there may be times when it's difficult, but we want to live our lives with enjoyment. https://www.instagram.com/kocha128128... Please follow us on Instagram! 🍒 We're mainly updating our stories! ✔️ Our YouTube channel as a couple is a glimpse into our daily lives, so please check it out! ✔️👫🏻 https://youtube.com/@kocha_yoshio?si=... We also keep a household budget, so we have an account where we mainly talk about money. Please subscribe to that channel too! 🍊 https://youtube.com/@kochayoshi_money... We'd be so happy if you subscribed to all of them! ✨ #InfertilityTreatment #FertilityTreatment #Adenomyosis #Endometriosis #ArtificialInsemination #WomenInTheir30s #OfficeWorkerAtTheEndOfHerWork #HonestThings #CA125