Holding Absence - Penance (OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO)

NEW SINGLE * from HOLDING ABSENCE - ‘PENANCE' Get PENANCE here! - http://smarturl.it/HAPENANCE NEWS, MERCH & TOUR DATES - https://www.holdingabsence.com/ #holdingabsence #sharptonerecords #penance LYRICS I watch the clock hands go by, time after time. I dream of leaving this place. If I could leave the past behind then I would just fade away... Cease to exist. It would cleanse all my pain. It's a shame that I ever lived. The devil on my shoulder whispers to me, and dribbles such a never ending cacophony into my ears, to blind the joy that tries to reach out to me. Such a dulcet suffering, why can't anyone see? Penance - A lesson in misery. You will study my rise as you watched my fall. I wrote my love in the cracks of the cracks of the wall. You'll read that "dying in vain was as good as it looked" in a forget-me-not written in the spine of a book. I wasted my time falling in love with the thought of falling in love with someone. Am I killing time, or killing myself? I think I'm killing myself, sometimes. Penance - A lesson in misery. You will study my rise as you watched my fall. I wrote my love in the cracks of the cracks of the wall. You'll read that "dying in vain was as good as it looked" in a forget-me-not written in the spine of a book. I could never grow trees. Still, I planted my seeds. Sadly, you will see, eternal sunshine won't blossom me. I am enough to feel happiness and love. It's hard to say out loud, "I deserve to be happy now". I deserve to be happy now. Music Video by LifeIsArtVisuals and Holding Absence Produced by Carl Bown @ Treehouse Studios Mixed by Luna Crown Studios Mastered by Robin Schmidt