disappointment -demo [visualizer] |Diary of a Gloomy Person

Credit: Lyrics written by Zaid and instrumental produced by Erra. Lyrics: I know that I’ll be a disappointment in your eyes For as long as I’m alive, oh You look at me and feel a sense of disgust And I know ‘cause you’ll never look at me with love ‘Cause all you see is a mistake, not a son You act like I’m a deadly disease When you hear my name you look so unpleased And I know that you’ll never see me for me You’ll never care Cause you’re never there I’m so sick of sugar coating I’m so sick of being nice When all you do is seek the worse for me You tell your friends that I am dead I know I know, I’ve heard it all You tell our family that I am nothing You tell them that I hate you And honestly it’s kinda true But you’re the monster here The one who brings me to tears (To tears, to tears) Don’t pin this on me (no) ‘Cause you’ve never seeked for me (no) You left me down in the dumps And when I'd wish you’d pick me up You brought me down You lie your ass off And that’s all I got from you But I’m never ever gonna be you I wish you rot in hell I wish that you fall ill I wish a bus would hit you I wish a bee would sting you Make your face turn ugly blue ‘Cause you deserve the absolute worst And you'll never be a dad to me Cause you were never there, never there for me, no #Indie #sad #14yearold #music #father #singing #visualizer #music #wanttobecomeanartist