Drei Wochen nach der Trennung: Warum es plötzlich schlimmer wurde I Living Alone Diaries #2

Three weeks after the breakup, I briefly thought I'd gotten through the worst of it. Spoiler alert: I hadn't. This diary is about thoughts of relapse, peonies, commitment issues, and the uncomfortable realization that freedom sometimes feels awfully like abandonment at first. 🪞🎨Link to Julia's studio: https://www.instagram.com/julias_atel... 💠 More of this: ▶ LAD Playlist: bit.ly/4g8AE0G ▶ Part 1:    • Die erste Woche danach: allein wohnen, wei...   ▶ 10 Tips for the First 10 Days:    • Nicht abstürzen nach der Trennung: 10 Tipp...   🏔️ Chapters 00:00 Intro 00:37 Chapter 1: Getting Up Again 02:02 Chapter 2: A New Structure 03:50 Chapter Chapter 3: Self-Connection at the Edge 06:20 Chapter 4: Waiting and Withering 08:15 Chapter 5: The Inner Garden 09:56 Chapter 6: The Great Freedom 🔐 THE BACKGROUND TO THE LIVING ALONE DIARIES ❤️‍🩹 The Living Alone Diaries came about because, after the end of my relationship, not only was my apartment suddenly emptier, but so were many things within me that became louder. It's not just about the breakup, but about what comes after: living alone, old patterns, one's own contributions, self-worth, everyday life, animals, and those strange moments when, between thoughts of relapse and doing the dishes, something of one's own suddenly emerges. Perhaps LAD will one day become a series about inner freedom. Right now, it's not freedom itself, but rather stumbling in its direction: honest, unfinished, and closer to real life than to a final conclusion. Perhaps you'll recognize yourself in a thought, an unconscious pattern, or a blind spot. And perhaps this series will give you courage that life goes on after a breakup, even if the first weeks and months are bumpy and you can't yet see what awaits you afterwards. 💖 📚 Books I'm currently reading:* The Invisible Cage: https://amzn.to/3QSiIgp The 48 Laws of Power: https://amzn.to/4y2A8Ie 🐾 Pack Support 🐑🐈🐈‍⬛ If my videos resonate with you, touch you, or spark a little something in your mind, you can voluntarily support my channel here: https://www.paypal.com/paypalme2/Shan... This helps me with everything that goes into the finished YouTube videos: many hours of editing, overheated batteries and full storage just when I'm in the flow, audio tracks with sudden "meows," pet hair that wants to become part of my corporate design, not only recognizing my own patterns but also uploading them in 4K, and trying to stay authentic, even though every video secretly wants to start with "Hello my darlings." But even without spending money, you're helping my channel a lot by liking, commenting, sharing, recommending, and coming back. Wally, Mautz, Riju, and Shanty say thank you. ♡ My YouTube Equipment:* 🎥 iPhone/Camera: https://amzn.to/2E0Eh9h & https://amzn.to/3SpwKkF 🎙️ Microphone: Sony ECM-G1 🛸 My Drone: https://amzn.to/3yfwb50 💻 Video Editing Software: iMovie Transparency Links marked with an asterisk (*) are affiliate links. If you buy something through them, I may receive a small commission. This does not result in any additional costs for you. I only link to things I personally use, have read, or that truly fit my channel. 💡 💌 Contact Email: shantisfaction[@]gmail.com Instagram: [Link] 🫂 One last little note I'm sharing my own thoughts, experiences, and inner struggles here. Not as a guide, not as a diagnosis, and not as the final truth for everyone. If you're currently in a crisis or don't feel safe, please seek support from people or organizations that are directly accessible. 🌿 THANK YOU for being YOU! 🍀 😘 With love, Shanty #LivingAloneDiaries #Breakup #NewBeginnings 🐾 Secret Mautze Code If you've read this far, comment with a 🎙️ or write "Meow-y greetings!" Then I know you've found not only the video, but also the little description cave. 🏕️