「生きるのが嫌」は本当ですか？本当に大切なものに気づいて人生、今を大切にする事。

Is it true that you "hate living"? Realizing what's truly important and cherishing life and the present moment. --- I created artwork based on the theme of this video. I hope it's helpful. https://minne.com/items/45866014 --- Life is hard because you just haven't "realized" it yet. Life changes with awareness and learning. I share the insights and lessons I gained during my own journey out of rock bottom. I also discuss the workings of the world that I arrived at by truly understanding each of these things. I hope this video is helpful. *This channel is designed to be a "positive energy space" where those who have had difficult times but are now looking to "turn their lives around" can feel lighter in mind and body. I hope it's helpful. 🔹I appreciate all comments. Thank you. If the content contains words that cannot be displayed according to YouTube's terms of service, it will be hidden. --- Self-Introduction --- Born in 1967. My husband passed away when I was 32. The following year, my younger brother committed suicide. My daughter became unconscious when she was in 5th grade (she later recovered). My father passed away without estrangement from me (his daughter) and my daughter (his granddaughter). After many years of strained relations with my mother, who has a developmental disability, I am now living a peaceful and happy life, completely free from the conflicts of the past. 《The Lowest Point》 From a series of sorrows and shocks… Depressive symptoms, depersonalization disorder, various physical ailments, vague complaints… My whole body was messed up, and my mental state was also at its worst. I consulted psychosomatic medicine specialists and psychiatrists, and tried various medications. Perhaps due to those medications, I developed depersonalization disorder. That led to me taking anti-anxiety medication for about 18 years. I also took the sleeping pill Myslee at the same time. In the last three years of 2018, I reduced and then stopped taking medication. I was diagnosed with a brain tumor and cervical cancer, and underwent surgery. I developed Meniere's disease due to hearing loss in my right ear. I also suffer from chemical sensitivity. --- 🔹 I am not currently offering counseling. My official LINE account and Instagram DMs are for direct purchases of artwork and other items only. I create and sell framed, hand-drawn illustrations and other goods featuring the words I share in my videos. 🔹 I am not currently accepting orders for reprints of my artwork. Each piece is created with care and attention, so please check my listings regularly. 《minne》 ▪️Word Illustrations, Everyday Snippets https://minne.com/@hitomebole77 《Instagram》 Word Illustrations * Everyday Snippets https://instagram.com/hitomebole_art?... ▪️Official LINE (For purchase orders only) https://lin.ee/IHgXAc3 #ChangingMyWayOfLife #TheImportanceOfLife #LivingIsHard #NegativeEmotions #Awareness