vlog 🌸 | body image struggles. do i lean out or do a recomp? binge eating = my downfall 💔

what's it all for? i feel so lost in my journey. should i lean out? should i do a body recomposition? should i get a coach? idk let me know your thoughts. i swear having my hair curly this week made me feel even worse about myself. also looking back on clips and seeing cellulite on myself but seeing other girls without it makes me sad af. WHEN DOES IT END. THE STRUGGLE OF BEING A WOMAN CONTINUES. thank you for watching, see you next week 🤍 💬 other socials instagram → @gigiwhillikers tiktok → @gigiwhillikers #vlog #weightlifting #bodydysmorphia