Bodysnatcher - Twelve/Seventeen (Official Music Video)

"This Heavy Void" Available everywhere 1/31/20 via Stay Sick Recordings https://staysickrecordings.com/collec... “Twelve/seventeen is a very important song to me because it actually helped me let out emotions I had been holding in for so long. The song is about my mom losing her battle with breast cancer when I was only twelve years old. It’s called twelve/seventeen not because that’s the day she passed, but because that was her birthday. We included the Christmas tree in the video because it was her tradition to have friends over and decorate it for her birthday every year. The clips in the video are also all real home movie clips, and that was very important to me that we included those. I hope this song hits for you, and helps you feel something.” Kyle Carter LYRICS: Help me forget You always looked back Until that day When I looked into your eyes You were so far away Clear as day There was nobody home I grit my teeth I was alone It’s been years And I can’t get you out of my thoughts I want to forget My stomachs tied in knots Am I guilty Of wanting to forget? I’m cursed With that look in your eyes A demon inside You were reborn to die His hand gripped your soul And tried to take it all away A demon inside I saw the struggle in your eye It never goes away Nothing gold can stay You always looked back until that day When I looked into your eyes You were so far away This disease has taken you And I can’t ask you to stay This still creeps into my mind How the fuck could I forget When you asked me “Can I die yet” Directed by Eric DiCarlo @ SquareUp Studios Produced/Recorded/Mixed/Mastered by Chris Whited at 1776 Recordings.