The mysterious beauty of PAIN & HURT: My heartbreaking Testimony By: Beautiishername

Let me just say that I made this video in 2015........ while I was STILL in the midst of my struggles and had no idea how much was still in store for me. I had so much more growing and healing to do. I'm so happy to announce that I'm in an awesome place in life and most importantly...... NOBODY COULD TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME. (I Know that now) Also I have forgiven everyone and have moved on with my life. I never want to bash anyone, hold on to grudges or make people seem like bad people (because that's not always the case) but Unfortunately FOR EVERYONE INVOLVED, it's a part of my story.... thats never going to go away. It happened, It hurt and changed me. I have absolutely no regrets or anger towards a single soul...... I forgave them.... Not for them, but for me. I had to move on and be free from this. Thank you God for your protection over my life...... Between suicidal thoughts, abuse and set ups.... If it was left up I to society, I WOULD NOT HAVE BEEN HERE. God saved me & I'm forever grateful for him.......My father