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Sometimes I sit and watch my own reels… and I end up crying. 🥺❤️ Pablo is 8 years old now. Happy. Strong. Healthy. I know it probably sounds silly, but he’s not “just a dog.” He’s a part of me. That’s why I record everything I can. Every walk. Every cuddle. Every silly moment. Because one day, memories are all we’ll have, and I want to make every second count. Many people don’t know this, but Pablo didn’t just come into my life… he saved it. During COVID, I lost my job of 14 years. For someone with autism, losing that routine broke me. Depression took over. PTSD got worse. I turned to alcohol, drugs, and wasted years of my life after being clean for almost 12 years. Then something changed. I asked for help. I went to therapy. I fought my way back. Today, I don’t drink. I don’t take illegal drugs. I’m prescribed medical cannabis, and for the first time in a long time, I’m genuinely trying to look after myself. 😊 Pablo taught me responsibility again. He gave me purpose when I had none. He reminded me that someone needed me, even when I felt like giving up on myself. The hardest part? When I stopped drinking and taking drugs… almost everyone disappeared. For the last 3 or 4 years, I can honestly say I get almost no phone calls. The only person who regularly calls me is my manager… usually asking if I can cover another shift! 😂 Sometimes I miss those reckless nights… drinking, singing karaoke under some random bridge at 2 a.m., surrounded by complete strangers. Looking back, it was chaotic… but somehow beautiful. One thing life has taught me is this… I’ve met people from different countries, religions, cultures, and backgrounds. Deep down, most people are simply trying to love, survive, and belong. That’s the beautiful version of humanity—not the divided version we often see. If you’ve read this far, thank you. This is a tiny piece of my story. If you’re struggling right now, please don’t give up. Things really can change, even if it doesn’t feel like it today. Now it’s time for me to drive home after a 13-hour shift… Because my baby, Pablo, is waiting for me. ❤️🐶 I work longer days so I can spend more days with him. And honestly… I wouldn’t have it any other way. God bless you, and thank you for reading until the end. ❤️ — Pablo Gurung