supah mpondo x oudskul - igxathu

song title - igxathu artist - supah mpondo x @oudskul_omello post-production - inspektah gadget available at streaming places https://ffm.to/supahmpondo-igxathu Supah Mpondo facebook:   / supahmpondo   Instagram:   / supah_mpondo   tik tok:   / uc-oedwcd9ornazn0pfwy1hw   Oudskul Instagram: @Oudskul_omello Facebook: Oudskul Omello I’m throwing a towel in I’m putting hope back where I found him I’m neglecting all plans I’m washing hands and won’t dirty them again fam, I invested so much energy tryina fix other peoples’ lives and it damaged me I’d be lying if I said I really solved them but it weren’t right to be treated like the problem some people want a punching bag and not a shoulder to cry on when they want to vent stretched heart beyond elasticity now I’m gone and I doubt I’ll be visiting Heal, that’s my last wish for you kinship won’t spoil just establishing boundaries won’t be back till I’ve found my peace ndithath’ uhambo ndikheth’ mna ndenza eyami ntando ndonyuka ummango ndakha owam umgaqo ngegxathu, igxathu, igxathu, kwis’cathulo that I’d set aside tryina fit yours to empathise wore a bigger size the need to please was a big flaw I was too responsible too cool during fights when your words were cruel a fool I forgave you said I loved you too trust showed I’m gullible and that made you comfortable we’re through I’m not looking for no get back nor will I throw all the punches that I held back You’re right, now celebrate your victory Let’s separate convincingly and don’t you ever speak to me again I’ll return the favour you’re selfish, I learned your behaviour I won’t emulate it despite the hurt I don’t harbour any hatred At this part I was going to swear at you but I’m more mad at self for what happened I guess it’s best that I’m stepping ndithath’ uhambo ndikheth’ mna ndenza eyami ntando ndonyuka ummango ndakha owam umgaqo ngegxathu, igxathu, ingxathu, kwis’cathulo that I set aside tryina fit yours to empathise was a bigger size the need to please was a big flaw I am not forever nor have I ever overstated time left to be here fear, is not what I feel at the brink of it it’s always been acceptance when I think of it be it my hand or some kind o’ thief I will greet the end with a sigh o’ relief grief is unneeded when I’m gone Living was a job and breathing was a chore there is no inner war I’m bored than melancholy if ever coming up with theories of how I clocked out DON’T write me off as depressed just wanted out of this mess NOW is it fine with you if I remove self from place this and be out of view DON’T carry the blame really, I’m okay I’m not bleeding out my sweat looks strange, lived in a box I doubt I’ll notice the change, it’s no urgency you can spare me the attention it’s more a courtesy I’m not asking your permission