my suicide attempt - this took a lot to upload 🦋🦋

OKAY I DO A LOT OF MUMBLING AT THE BEGINNING SO I GET EVERY DETAIL. Hi so I been trying to always really talk about my experience with suicide thoughts and attempts but never gotten the currage and lay it all out the best of my ability and I tried my very best to get every detail as time has passed by so I may have missed a couple details but as I grow on YouTube and get my confidence I will open up more but I hope this gets better understanding of what I went through. mental health resources NATIONAL SUICIDE AND CRISIS HOTLINE- ( 988) SAFE2TELL- 1-877-542-SAFE (7233) NATIONAL SEXUAL ASSAULT HOTLINE HOURS: AVAILABLE 24 HOURS CALL 1-800-656-4673 EATING DISORDER LINE: NAMI HELPLINE AT 1-800-950-NAMI (6264) 🦋 SOCIAL MEDIA LINKS 🦋 🦋Patreon- / anastasiasmolinski 🦋 Instagram - / anastasiaasmolinski 🦋 Snapchat - Anastasiaasmol 🦋 Facebook - / anastasia.smolinski 🦋 business email- [email protected] love my butterflies , THANKS FOR ALL THE LOVE and support during this hard story time :)