Not Ready to Need You Here (Official Audio)

How are you not tired of coming around? I shut every door, you still don’t back down I never gave you one reason to stay Still, you show up like it’s part of your day At first, you were only getting on my nerves Now I notice every hour you’re not here I never asked you to wait for me Never said you’d be what I need But when you don’t come around, I check the time And wonder why your absence changes mine Maybe I’m starting to want you near I’m just not ready to need you here Your voice got mixed with the end of my day Your stupid little jokes won’t go away I learned the sound of your steps in the hall Now when I don’t hear them, I feel it all You got too close without crossing a line Now I hate how often you’re on my mind I never asked you to wait for me Never said you’d be what I need But when you don’t come around, I check the time And wonder why your absence changes mine Maybe I’m starting to want you near I’m just not ready to need you here This isn’t no, but it isn’t yes I’m still learning what to do with this Don’t push the part I still protect Stay close, but don’t ask for all of me yet I never asked you to wait this long Never thought I’d care when you were gone But when you don’t come around, I check the time And wonder when your life became part of mine Maybe I’m starting to want you near I’m just not ready to need you here Come back tomorrow like you always do Just don’t make me say I waited for you