no one cares.

No one cares... or so it seems. Many, many reasons contribute to me feeling sad, but this is one that I can and want to share with you. I'm okay! I'm human, though, and sometimes I feel sad. So, here's a lil' peek into my mind when I feel that way. I hope this video is somehow validating, a source of connection in case you feel alone in feelings similar to this, and an opportunity to learn about a new way of understanding our feelings. We all feel the same things, just not at the same time. Your care for me, for yourself, and your dedication to resilience is so wonder-full. Thank you so much for listening, and thank you for being you. Don't change one thing about yourself, you a star. Take care, friend. Happy Healing (: Allisun

I'm back....!! LIFE UPDATE: Where I've been & where I'll be moving forward. (:
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I'm back....!! LIFE UPDATE: Where I've been & where I'll be moving forward. (:

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GRIEVING our lack of Safety + Self to Let those Feelings Go [children of narcissistic parents] ♡

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I Was An MIT Educated Neurosurgeon Now I'm Unemployed And Alone In The Mountains How Did I Get Here?

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Narcissistic Parent Recovery: Never Feeling Good Enough - Why you don't and why you should!

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