you wont exist to me after tonight ~

love this.. by Nikki Flores    / thisisnikkiflores   Lyrics: Its not so bad when Im closing my eyes and dreaming of what we had It takes me out of this place and into your arms again see I refuse to believe that you wanna be just friends so I guess that ill fake it so my heart wont break anymore Gonna act like nothin happened just to keep a smile up on my face even though im dying inside you wont ever see my pain forget all about the fact you left me standing in the rain I gotta block you away Gotta forget to remember you convince myself that youre not the truth Gotta forget to remember forget to remember forget to remember you I gotta get you out my system cuz Im going crazy missing our love but its tough Gotta forget to remember forget to remember you oooh Youve disappeared and the remedy is pretend you were never here so Im gonna suppress you instead of address my fears cuz the reality is there's no one to dry my tears And its too hard to face it so ill just erase it for good Gonna act like nothin happened just to keep a smile up on my face even though im dying inside you wont ever see my pain forget all about the fact you left me standing in the rain I gotta block you away Gotta forget to remember you convince myself that youre not the truth Gotta forget to remember forget to remember forget to remember you I gotta get you out my system cuz Im going crazy missing our love but its tough Gotta forget to remember forget to remember you oooh Im gonna bury you in my mind ban you from space and time like you were never mine cuz youre still haunting me see you in all my dreams heres where I draw the line cant take it anymore I gotta close the door and make it worth the fight clear out my memory you wont exist to me after tonight