hbo barry moments that literally ruined my life

this show fucked me up and i literally cannot stop thinking about it. i am going feral. pretty heavy content for this one, so make sure to check out the content warnings below! this is not a happy video (clips are in chronological order and are labeled with their episode number) let me know if i missed a scene that absolutely fucked you over! :) timestamps: 0:00 intro 0:07 "who would do this to my boy?" (102) 0:37 stovka [implications of suicide] (103) 01: barry and chris talking in the car, after everything [muted gunshot noise, off-screen murder] (107) 02:24 the infamous breakdown scene (107) 03:12 "my lord, the queen is dead" (107) 03:40 comparison between the scene and reality (201) 04: sally talking about being with her ex [pretty heavy discussion of a physically abusive relationship and guilt over staying in it] (204) 05:28 barry opening up to cousineau (204) 05: "i think you are deeply human" (204) 05: you can see the exact moment his heart breaks! (204) 06: "now, i have a purpose. you gave me that" (206) 06: the aftermath of sally's performance [brief implied abuse mention] (208) 07: HE LOWERED HIS GUN FOR YOU BARRY (208) 08: the look of realization on his face and then walking into the dark? yeah that definitely broke my heart (208)