Glaive - Joel (Slowed & Reverb)

It just hasn't felt the same in the same way it used to, no I suppose that that's just something I've just gotta get used to now Close my eyes and do whatever I imagine that you do, but I I'm not sure, I'm not sure Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing I can't help feeling like I abandoned you I wish I could've gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre because it's true 'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do Someonе told me, "let the pain go," Almost punchеd him in his face, though If I let go of the pain, I might cease to know your name It's been so damn long I can picture your face, I've been so damn wrong In so many ways I've been holding on That will never change, it's all for you Because everybody's happy and with everybody laughing I can't help feeling like I abandoned you I wish I could've gone instead of you It sounds a bit macabre, because it's true 'Cause there's a certain pain in everything I do But I don't like to talk about it Everyone tip-toes around it Feels like they're tip-toeing 'round you All I ever really know is All I ever really know is It's all for you, you, you, you