I Wanted To Create So Bad. I Still Didn't.

You want to create. You really do. So why aren't you? In this video I'm getting honest about something I don't usually admit — I'm enrolled in art school right now, and there are still weeks where I don't touch an assignment. Weeks where my art journal just sits there. In this video, I work through a full page while walking you through the real story: why wanting it isn't enough on its own, how the same freeze shows up in big things and small things, and the one small rule that's helping me break it. We cover: → Why wanting to create doesn't guarantee you'll start → How the same freeze shows up whether it's a 3-week assignment or a 90-minute hesitation → What's really happening in that gap between wanting and doing → Why your nervous system reads new action as risk → The one rule that gets you moving without needing to feel ready Whether you're an art journaler, a creator, or anyone who's ever sat on something you meant to share — this one's for you. Subscribe for weekly videos on coming back to your creativity. #creativeblock #startcreatingagain #artjournaling #decisionfatigue #creativehealing #creativebestie #overthinking #artjournal #mixedmedia _____ Learn how to start creating again through art journaling, mixed media, and creative mindset shifts — helping adults heal creative burnout, overcome creative block, and find themselves through creativity. TAGS why can't I start, creative block, decision fatigue, overthinking, start creating again, art journaling for beginners, creative healing, nervous system and creativity, art journal, mixed media, creative bestie, procrastination, creative freeze