dark_cloud - Tuesdays (Official Lyric Video)

Join this channel to get access to perks:    / @dark_cloud8818   Title: Tuesdays Lyrics by dark_cloud Audio by Suno v5.5 Image by Image Creator from Designer Image editing by dark_cloud Video editing in Shotcut by dark_cloud ===================================== I still find myself looking forward to Tuesdays Until I realize it has no meaning anymore As I look at the calendar with a confused gaze Knowing it’s now empty with nothing in store I still find myself circling certain dates Until I realize they’re no longer essential While not even knowing what awaits Makes the sorrow feel more existential I cling to the rituals that keep me sane That keep me from feeling it’s all in vain All the habits from the life that I knew Every repetition helps me make it through! Certain rituals are still part of my routine The smallest things can still undo my guard Repetition bridges what is and what has been Because letting go of them still feels too hard I cling to the rituals that keep me sane That keep me from feeling it’s all in vain All the habits from the life that I knew Every repetition helps me make it through! The past can haunt the smallest things Never knowing what tomorrow brings Clinging to rituals carried through years All that’s left standing after the tears Pain doesn’t lie in the photos and the rings It’s the grief hiding in all the other little things All the rituals that muscle memory craves When ordinary things bring the pain in waves Let me keep these fragments while I heal Reminders that the life I had was real These rituals that have become so ingrained Providing comfort when nothing else remained! I cling to the rituals that keep me sane That keep me from feeling it’s all in vain All the habits from the life that I knew Every repetition helps me make it through! I still find myself looking forward to Tuesdays Until I remember our paths went different ways Maybe that's the cruelest thing heartbreak can do Leave the rituals intact after the meaning left with you…