Hammy - stuck in memories

Produced by Jay Vee   / jvbeats666   Hammy   / wakeuphammy   https://open.spotify.com/artist/6BoNN...   / wakeuphammy     / wakeuphammyy   Picture   / 640285271997793957   ~~~~~~~~~ SAD CHILL   / mrsadchill     / mrsadchill     / sadchillofficial     / universalchill   Discord:   / discord   ~~~~~~~~~ Lyrics ever since you left me my brain has been against me wish I could erase all of the memories if I left the world tonight would you even miss me? Imma turn up missing Imma go M.I.A Imma turn up missing dissapear from everything now I'm really distant born into this system my brain is like a prison wish I could escape it the darkness in my vision the demons in my orbit they take all my light source nothing left to fight for I cry until my eyes sore smoke until I'm so high don't feel like a life form egodeath the 3rd time died again I'm reborn they tell me be happy just be glad it happened my brain is fucking cracking from chemical reactions I know that I'm fucked up the chemicals imbalenced probably from the acid I feel like I'm alice it feel like a science expermiment in my mind take myself far away and leave it all behind tell me Imma make it but I know I'm wasting time death is like a ride take a ticket wait in line it feel like a science expermiment in my mind take myself far away and leave it all behind tell me Imma make it but I know I'm wasting time death is like a ride take a ticket wait in line take a ticket wait in line death is like a ride take a ticket wait in line take a ticket wait in line death is like a ride take a ticket wait in line it feel like a science expermiment in my mind take myself far away and leave it all behind tell me Imma make it but I know I'm wasting time death is like a ride take a ticket wait in line I feel like I'm useless more than fucking ever ask me when I'm happy probably fucking never I don't wanna feel the pain but I'm stuck in memories remember all the awful things you would fucking say to me damaged me emotionally, socially and physically left all alone to rot in my own mysirey now I'm just a husk of who I once was laying on my bed I know I am not enough drown in my tears and drown in the smoke my life is a nightmare I hope I overdose I love to get numb I can't fucking help it mama I'm sorry I know that I'm selfish selfish mama I'm sorry I know that I'm selfish also I'm useless and helpless my dreams are all fading I'm living my life with a deathwish