After Void The Other Side of Pain

Lyrics: I spent years building walls inside my head Turning every open door into regret Every promise sounded beautiful at first Till I watched it collapse into the dirt There’s a fracture underneath my skin Like something pure was never meant to live in me If there’s a way back from this place Why do I feel so far away? I keep running where the light won’t follow Dragging shadows through my lungs Every time I think I’ve escaped it I become what I’m running from And I hate the silence after midnight When there’s nothing left to blame Just the sound of my own heartbeat Calling out Your name I learned how to smile with broken teeth How to hide the wreckage underneath Every scar became another language That nobody around me understood Maybe I was never lost completely Maybe I just stopped looking up If heaven still sees me now Then why do I feel invisible? I don’t wanna die this way Buried underneath my own mistakes If You still hear me through the noise Then pull me out before I disappear I keep running where the light won’t follow But I’m tired of who I became If there’s mercy left beyond the darkness Then don’t let me fade away And if I collapse inside this silence If my strength finally breaks I just hope there’s something waiting On the other side of pain