I Don't Need Your Love {Vent} (Important Read Description)

Hey guys so yes I know it's been awhile since I made a vent but this one was necessary mainly because I'm hurting right now and will also need to make an announcement in this vent so I'm gonna start from the beginning 😔. So basically my boyfriend and I haven't been great these last few months and he has ignored me for almost 6 months and I never knew why like I knew we had a small fight in February this year but ever since he's just been not around at all. I regret to confirm that this boyfriend is Megakiller and we've been back together for about a year and a half now since 2021 but let me explain. So Saturday night I had a dream and I think it was a warning but anyways I hadn't even thought about Mega up to this point and was waiting for him to get back to me as I was trying to give it time after our fight (too much time if you ask me) but in the dream something was telling me to check twitter or instagram I don't know who or what but it was some sort of sign I knew my mind couldn't be on Mega at this point as I hadn't even thought about him or considered anything. Anyways I woke up at 6am after this dream and something was telling me to check so I checked both nothing on instagram, I checked Twitter and found that Mega had a twitter page so I snooped at the time I was really tired so I promised myself "something doesn't feel right so I'll check in the morning when I'm not so tired." Anyways I woke up yesterday and checked and it turns out Mega has lots of girls on his twitter and is flirting engaging and saying yes to naked pictures.... well words cannot describe how I feel and I think heartbroken is an understatement this guy! The one I've dedicated 8 years to while also waiting for him and hoping he'd fly over to see me and also reply after nearly 6 months is basically cheating on me while offering others his services in other ways and just tosses me aside like I'm nothing, like I was trash 8 years and not one word spoke to me has been truthful in fact he's been lying to me since 2021 when he started this whole twitter thing with asking girls for nudes. I'm both utterly heartbroken and angry about this and for the last two days I've been off my food, unable to show interest in anything and have had a pain in my chest along with a really bad stomach. This is the first real heartbreak I have gone through someone I thought I could trust is pretty much cheating on me all this time and I feel stupid for not knowing. I'm feeling a little better today but my heart still aches and my mood is still down, I've got some of my appetite back but I'm only eating because I need to if it was up to choice I wouldn't. Before ending my relationship with him I told him it was over and what I saw I then said that if he wanted to have all those girls and lose me then he can go ahead in other words my response was "it's over! fuck you! go screw yourself or rather go screw the girls you were cheating with!" I then blocked all of his social medias including his steam account and Mega is now no longer in my life anymore. This has really took it's toll on me and I'm still pretty broken but healing or at least trying to. Before I end this explanation I just wanna say sorry to everybody who warned me about Mega and told me he was no good and I was dumb enough not to believe them and thinking he'd change I feel really stupid for letting things go on this long and also for allowing myself to believe his lies while he flirted and got closer with others while we were together along with keeping his secret Twitter for all his fan girls a secret I've been really stupid! 😬 but I hope most people can forgive me for ignoring them and not taking their warnings about Mega seriously I feel terrible and dumb for having been in this endless relationship for so long now all I can hope for is a better future and someone better who will actually treat me well and not cheat on me. Due to my heartbreak I will be taking a month or so break from YouTube and from uploading and all my current projects will be put on hold I only made this video to vent and classify my feelings and to apologise and announce my short hiatus for awhile I hope you all understand and thanks for sticking by me 😞💔. Kiara = Me Kovu = Mega Nala = a representation of the girls Mega was cheating with Mufasa = my first ex boyfriend Simba = my second ex boyfriend Maskings and Manips Credits: SaraChanLionWolf, Clover, Avalon, Skai Lioness Song: I Don't Need Your Love Soundtrack: Six Copyright Disclaimer under section 107 of the Copyright Act 1976, allowance is made for “fair use” for purposes such as criticism, comment, news reporting, teaching, scholarship, education and research. Fair use is a use permitted by copyright statute that might otherwise be infringing.