ALYFFIX - I Don’t Show Up Anymore

Some people don’t leave all at once. They slowly stop arriving. “I Don’t Show Up Anymore” is about emotional absence — being physically present while feeling disconnected from everything around you. Not sadness. Not anger. Just the quiet feeling of becoming unreachable. — ALYFFIX 🎧 headphones recommended 📜 Lyrics [Intro] I was there… I think. [Verse 1] You say I missed another night Another call I let go by I saw it ring, I saw your name— I felt the same I almost picked it up again But something stopped me in the end Not fear, not doubt, not anything— Just nothing [Pre-Chorus] I’m still here, I haven’t left But I don’t move the way I did Everything just passes through— Like I do [Chorus] I don’t show up anymore Not the way I did before I’m still here, but something’s gone— I don’t stay that long I don’t show up anymore I don’t open every door You can call, I hear it ring— I don’t feel a thing [Verse 2] I walk through places I still know But nothing pulls me anymore Every face just fades too fast— Like it won’t last You talk to me like I’m the same Like I still play inside the frame But I don’t follow like I did— I just exist [Pre-Chorus] I’m still here, I haven’t left But I don’t move the way I did Everything just passes through— Like I do [Chorus] I don’t show up anymore Not the way I did before I’m still here, but something’s gone— I don’t stay that long I don’t show up anymore I don’t open every door You can call, I hear it ring— I don’t feel a thing [Bridge] It’s not distance… It’s not space… I’m just not in the same place. [Final Chorus] I don’t show up anymore Not the way I did before I’m still here, but something’s gone— I don’t stay that long I don’t show up anymore Even when I’m at your door I’m right here, but something’s wrong— I don’t belong [Outro] I was there… I think. #ALYFFIX #IDontShowUpAnymore #darkpop #ambientpop #emotionalmusic #sadmusic #altpop #dreamcore #liminal #melancholic #ethereal #indieartist #musicvideo #voidcore #dissociation